Month: July 2017


Maybe I should start seeing myself as someone special.

Since I’m too caught up in impressing people anyway, why not impress myself?

Maybe I should start being a bitch and not care about it.

And break the curse of a first born.



Stress level: over 9000.


After half a decade or so, I got fever again.

I rarely get fever.

Been going out a lot and thinking a lot these days.

Sorry, antibodies.

And thanks.


You do nothing, they say something. 

You do something they say something. 

Why give effort to do something then when you receive the same reaction? 

I wish I know how to ignore it, but my mind’s a sponge. 

I only know how to cry it in silence.